Weight loss Challenge Day 2 and 3
Sorry, I suck so bad at updating this shit… I’ve been working a bunch the past couple of days and haven’t really had much time :(
Day two: What is your MAIN reason for wanting to lose weight? (Be honest.)
Honestly, I want to feel normal. I know there isn’t exactly a thing called normal these days but..I’d love to get some worry off of my body. I worry a lot, about everything and the thought of knowing that I don’t have to worry about muffin top or something making me look too big or something being a little too short is comforting. It makes me feel better to think that someone not liking me for my size isn’t going to be that much of an issue. Plus, I’d love to know what it feels like to shop in the side of the store that all my other friends do. I hate having to move from juniors to womens because my size isn’t there or having to go to the plus size side to shop. Most importantly, I want to know what its like to feel beautiful, to love my body for what it is for once. To not feel weird about taking off my clothes in front of someone or how I look in crazy clothes. I just want to feel good about myself and prove to myself that I can do it. I’m lazy and a bit of a quitter sometimes and if I could actually get through this, it would be a growth in my life that I could actually feel very proud of, and I want to feel proud of myself so bad, you don’t even understand.
Day three: Do you count calories? What is your daily calorie goal/allowance?
Before, I’ve tried to count calories and ended up forgetting or failing but now, I’m trying to get into it. I downloaded an app on my phone, its called Noom Weight loss coach and what it does is pretty much help me log my workouts and calorie intake and even how much water I drink a day. Also it notifies me all the fucking time so I won’t forget to log my shit so I’m hoping this time I actually get somewhere good with it and start a habit.
Weekly Challenge Update: The challenge was to get rid of a unhealthy eating habit and I picked to stop drinking soda and eating fast food. So far, I’ve done pretty good. No soda, no fast food. The only bad thing I’ve had is dions and its only been either a sandwich filled with veggies on wheat bread with fruit or a salad with water so I’m doing better than getting a slice of pizza with 15 pounds of cheese on it. I’m happy I’m doing so strong though. I know if I just stick to this that it’ll become a habit and I love the thought of having good habits for a change.
